Oct 7, 2026 · 1 hr 29 min · 11 segments
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Learn how to just live in hell.
[laughs]
Yeah.
Like just-
It sounds like hell
... learn how to live with the flames.
Like-
Yeah
... it's like, you know, my whole life I've been trying to escape the demons, but now it's like I'm kinda like learning how to live with them, like how to make friends-
Yeah
... with them.
And-
So what about meds? Do meds help a lot?
Yeah.
Well, I take fluoxetine.
Mm-hmm.
Let me show you.
So let me show you my daily meds.
[laughs]
I take fluoxetine, 20 milligrams.
Wait, let me not put my address.
20 milli- [laughs] wait, no, not 20 milligrams, 40 milligrams.
Mm-hmm.
Learn how to just live in hell.
[laughs]
Yeah.
Like just-
It sounds like hell
... learn how to live with the flames.
Like-
Yeah
... it's like, you know, my whole life I've been trying to escape the demons, but now it's like I'm kinda like learning how to live with them, like how to make friends-
Yeah
... with them.
And-
So what about meds? Do meds help a lot?
Yeah.
Well, I take fluoxetine.
Mm-hmm.
Let me show you.
So let me show you my daily meds.
[laughs]
I take fluoxetine, 20 milligrams.
Wait, let me not put my address.
20 milli- [laughs] wait, no, not 20 milligrams, 40 milligrams.
Mm-hmm.
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