Syncing With My Soulmate

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The philosophy of the cult that I was in.

And I was saying how they don't hold you, um, physically, right? I was saying when they came to rescue me, they were so nervous, like, "We're coming to this cult.

What if, what if they cut us up into little pieces and put us in the backyard," right? And I was explaining that they use more mind control, not so much physical, um, control.

So one of the things that they said to me that was very scary for me, and it did affect my psyche, was that the evil one runs the world, and if you leave here, you're gonna go into the clutches of the evil one.

Running a Chabad house or teaching classes or teaching college, I love it all.

I want every little bit of it.

Still to this day, Chana, sometimes, you're gonna think I'm crazy, but I literally, the other day I, like, went over to my bookshelf and I just hugged it.

I was like, "I just wanna take you all in." I still feel that way.

I love Torah, I love the Rebbe, I love Hasidus, I love it all.