Close the Chapter Podcast with Kristen Boice
Aug 5, 2026 · 34 min · 13 segments
In this episode, Kristen continues her conversation with former second-generation cult member and author Chris Shelton as he shares the emotional aftermath of leaving a high-control group, exposing…
Kristen BoiceHostSo I've dedicated 25 years of my life to working for the Church of Scientology.
I'm like, oh my God, what am I going to do here? I wanted to keep doing Scientology.
I thought it was still the thing that was going to save people, including myself.
But I have to jump through the hoops because I want to still be a Scientologist.
If I just take off one night, they're going to hate me and they're never going to let me do Scientology again.
So I went back and I jumped through the hoops and it took me 10 months to convince them to let me leave.
And they do a whole confessional thing with you because in Scientology, they are convinced that the only reason anybody wants to leave is because of their own There are moral transgressions, right? You've been a bad boy and that's why you want to leave.
She had just kind of slipped out the back door, didn't make a big thing about it, didn't go public, didn't write blog posts.
So I've dedicated 25 years of my life to working for the Church of Scientology.
I'm like, oh my God, what am I going to do here? I wanted to keep doing Scientology.
I thought it was still the thing that was going to save people, including myself.
But I have to jump through the hoops because I want to still be a Scientologist.
If I just take off one night, they're going to hate me and they're never going to let me do Scientology again.
So I went back and I jumped through the hoops and it took me 10 months to convince them to let me leave.
And they do a whole confessional thing with you because in Scientology, they are convinced that the only reason anybody wants to leave is because of their own There are moral transgressions, right? You've been a bad boy and that's why you want to leave.
She had just kind of slipped out the back door, didn't make a big thing about it, didn't go public, didn't write blog posts.
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