Sep 29, 2026 · 1 hr 6 min · 10 segments
This episode was not planned. All three of us were burnt out and tired, and instead of passing on recording, we hit record and worked it out live. Steve opens by naming the hardest season of his life…
You know, the big thing that I'm walking through right now that has been definitely very, very overwhelming is that there is someone close to home who is actively being investigated by the authorities.
And there are multiple parties involved.
And to just be quite frank with the audience and with you guys, um...
I can't go into details because this is an active investigation going on literally right now.
Um, and the longer this situation unfolds, the more I'm getting drawn into it, which is very difficult.
You know, I'm, I'm losing, I'm not sleeping.
I I've been up multiple nights during the night and know i don't know if it's the just the dynamic in my relationship with the lord or if it's just the way that god has made me but i'm usually like pretty solid it's like that verse in scripture says in ephesians when you have done everything to stand stand therefore Stanford.
And it's like, that's me.
I will just, I will just not be moved.
Yeah.
And you guys have kind of seen that as in the years that we've gotten to know each other.
Yeah.
I feel like meeting you guys, your, your trajectory was like up, up, up, and then it was down and you guys went through a long season of just hard.
And then it up, up, up.
down
again.
So you guys have been, you've been through it since I've gotten to know you guys.
And you've, to your point, you've remained steady.
And there was one day, I forget, it was probably a couple months ago.
And Rachel and I could tell you were just not okay.
And it kind of rattled us and it was very immature that it rattled us, but it was like, wait, Steve's not perfect.
And he, he
hasn't like, cause you were, you're killing me with this.
Not perfect stuff.
You know, the big thing that I'm walking through right now that has been definitely very, very overwhelming is that there is someone close to home who is actively being investigated by the authorities.
And there are multiple parties involved.
And to just be quite frank with the audience and with you guys, um...
I can't go into details because this is an active investigation going on literally right now.
Um, and the longer this situation unfolds, the more I'm getting drawn into it, which is very difficult.
You know, I'm, I'm losing, I'm not sleeping.
I I've been up multiple nights during the night and know i don't know if it's the just the dynamic in my relationship with the lord or if it's just the way that god has made me but i'm usually like pretty solid it's like that verse in scripture says in ephesians when you have done everything to stand stand therefore Stanford.
And it's like, that's me.
I will just, I will just not be moved.
Yeah.
And you guys have kind of seen that as in the years that we've gotten to know each other.
Yeah.
I feel like meeting you guys, your, your trajectory was like up, up, up, and then it was down and you guys went through a long season of just hard.
And then it up, up, up.
down
again.
So you guys have been, you've been through it since I've gotten to know you guys.
And you've, to your point, you've remained steady.
And there was one day, I forget, it was probably a couple months ago.
And Rachel and I could tell you were just not okay.
And it kind of rattled us and it was very immature that it rattled us, but it was like, wait, Steve's not perfect.
And he, he
hasn't like, cause you were, you're killing me with this.
Not perfect stuff.
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