Behind the Chronicles: Truth, Trials, and Triumphs

I got to the lowest I've been ever maybe, and it came out of nowhere and I thought I was really on top of things and doing good, and it was a lot of months of traveling and being gone and just the pressure of doing social media and all of that, and the podcast come...

With, along the podcast comes a lot of negative, a lot of people that don't love listening to us talk.

They'd rather-

What?

... just be cute on TikTok and that thing, and-

You're supposed to have a voice too?

Yeah.

I know.

No way.

I'm supposed to just smile at the camera and point.

And point at letters.

[laughs]

Once I started opening my mouth, it really brought in a lot of...

Which we understood.

We knew that was gonna-

Yeah

... come with it, but I am a little baby sometimes with that, and I have a really hard time with...

I do pretty well, you have to on social media, do pretty well at just letting it bounce off you and not really soaking it in.

But after a while, and after hearing the same things over and over, and they pick you apart and all this mean stuff that they say, it does eventually start to soak through, and you start to feel it more, and you start to believe it more, and I've gained some weight and, you know, you change, you get older.

I'm not...

I don't look the same as I did when I first got on TikTok.Five years-

Six years ago

... six years ago.

Yeah.

Yeah.

I got to the lowest I've been ever maybe, and it came out of nowhere and I thought I was really on top of things and doing good, and it was a lot of months of traveling and being gone and just the pressure of doing social media and all of that, and the podcast come...

With, along the podcast comes a lot of negative, a lot of people that don't love listening to us talk.

They'd rather-

What?

... just be cute on TikTok and that thing, and-

You're supposed to have a voice too?

Yeah.

I know.

No way.

I'm supposed to just smile at the camera and point.

And point at letters.

[laughs]

Once I started opening my mouth, it really brought in a lot of...

Which we understood.

We knew that was gonna-

Yeah

... come with it, but I am a little baby sometimes with that, and I have a really hard time with...

I do pretty well, you have to on social media, do pretty well at just letting it bounce off you and not really soaking it in.

But after a while, and after hearing the same things over and over, and they pick you apart and all this mean stuff that they say, it does eventually start to soak through, and you start to feel it more, and you start to believe it more, and I've gained some weight and, you know, you change, you get older.

I'm not...

I don't look the same as I did when I first got on TikTok.Five years-

Six years ago

... six years ago.

Yeah.

Yeah.