I LOST MY VIRGINITY AT 31...IN EGYPT

hi everybody welcome to the secret sex lives of muslim women i'm your host Salma Hindi you guys might know a very public confident side of me that powerful let's say but today we're going to talk about romance and dating and all of the ways in which i behaved super toxically without even knowing that that's what i was doing the most insecure parts of us come out in romantic dynamics and so you guys are gonna get to know a side of me that truly only my friends know and of course like the guys that I dated know but you guys are gonna get to know her today.

This story that I'm gonna share with you guys it's about the guy that I lost my virginity to But it's not really about him as much as it is about me and how my first experience of intimacy after losing my family was and basically the attachment that developed or formed after that.

First of all, I want to say something that I have realized that I haven't said or people don't really understand the level of intensity.

Me losing my family was the defining tragedy of my life.

Like, I really think that I am letting my friends and everybody around me know that my pain level after losing my family is like pain level three when really it's level 1000.

This is me attempting to let you guys in.