142 WHAT IS REALLY GOING ON IN BLACK STAR CANYON?!

So like say, um, I want to, I can't really just go this one.

I'm going to tell you, big foots are real.

Sasquatches are real.

And I'm pretty sure dog men are real too.

Okay.

If I saw one, I don't know.

It might've been a juvenile, but I didn't see like the full size dog, man.

But, um, and, um, ghost spirits are super real.

Okay.

Little kids' spirits are real.

And I got them all here at this place, all in one location.

And so I started, I guess they've been poking at me.

I don't know if anybody's seen anything else I've said when I talked about when I was 19 and I was in...

in Pawnee, Oklahoma at the Indian Reservation, renting a house there, working out there for Brown and Root, big iron working company in the refineries.

And I rented a house on the Indian Reservation, the Pawnees, and I had no neighbors.

I was out on the highway, no neighbors.

I was only 19.

It was pretty hairy.

I'll tell you what, I was kind of, you know, but I was from California, I figured.

And so this stuff used to come and poke on my window in the middle of the night by my bed and tap the window and then I could hear it breathing.

And so I would get up and I'd be like, grab those curtains and I'm going to open these curtains up.

see what it is and i remember thinking in my head and then if we're face to face you know it can just probably punch through the window and grab me and i don't got no way to defend myself at all so i went and bought me a 22 rifle you know little money as i made i went and got a 22 at the pawn shop out there and so being 19 i was just being a little punk you know and i was shooting everything i could find anything you name it if it crossed my path out there i shot i killed it done i quit then let everybody know that i quit then right after right after i was 19 when i quit doing that and because of what happened so so i was doing it and then i hear a voice in my head go stop shooting the animal that's as loud as could be just a voice no one was around no one was there stop shooting the animals just like that words great wednesday yeah in my mind out there

in oklahoma when you were younger

in the indian reservation when i was 19 yeah and so um i go okay i'll stop shooting animals and i i was just learning about church learning about um god at that time so i took myself you know into church when i was 19 i picked the church i was going to it and all the time learning about everything and you know and i was thinking to myself was that god that was telling me that, you know, could be.

But when I look back, I keep having a picture of a Sasquatch in my head, in my brain.