Aug 21, 2026 · 2 hr 36 min · 15 segments
Living with the scars of a childhood stolen too soon, Anita finds the only relief from the pain. Addiction affected her life so bad that even her children suffered in the wreckage. A CPS case and the…
This might be a good point to take a break because we're going to start asking four-step questions.
We start right when you're getting clean.
So we're going to take a break.
We were getting on to...
Well water.
No. Josh was on a tangent of how water tastes.
So anyways, you just got into recovery.
You're in a rehab, and we're going to ask you to start with questions.
And take it away.
Gotcha.
Okay, let's start with...
Let's start with fear.
The very first fear was...
Yeah, what fear do you remember when you first, like your first meeting, your first interactions?
Mine was that my life was over.
That's pretty common.
The fear of...
Explain that one.
How's it over? Like
you can't use anymore? Life as you knew it was over?
Yes.
But you didn't know that's what it was.
It just felt like life was over.
You know, like how I
This might be a good point to take a break because we're going to start asking four-step questions.
We start right when you're getting clean.
So we're going to take a break.
We were getting on to...
Well water.
No. Josh was on a tangent of how water tastes.
So anyways, you just got into recovery.
You're in a rehab, and we're going to ask you to start with questions.
And take it away.
Gotcha.
Okay, let's start with...
Let's start with fear.
The very first fear was...
Yeah, what fear do you remember when you first, like your first meeting, your first interactions?
Mine was that my life was over.
That's pretty common.
The fear of...
Explain that one.
How's it over? Like
you can't use anymore? Life as you knew it was over?
Yes.
But you didn't know that's what it was.
It just felt like life was over.
You know, like how I
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