Oct 2, 2026 · 24 min · 7 segments
How do you find genuine gratitude and trust God when you're grieving, relationships are broken, your health is failing, and life gives you very little to feel grateful for? Can you still experience…
Wendy BowerGuest
Reginald D. ShermanHostWhat inspired that name, and what do you hope readers immediately understand before they even open the first page?

Well, when I first had what I call a gratitude attack, I didn't have words for it, and it came from a time when I was processing a lot of grief.

I have learned to process all my emotions with God and just to press in close, as close as possible, when I'm going through difficult times, and that's what I was doing.

And I tell the whole story in the book, but to make it short, you know, I'm going through all this angst and just talking to God, but I had worship music, I had earbuds in my ear.

And then I just stopped for a moment and I looked, and right next to me was this beautiful bright pink bougainvillea hedge, sort of like the color of my shirt.

And, you know, I just took a deep breath, and then I was like, "Okay," you know like, "I love this color pink.

I'm just gonna enjoy this color, and God, that you created so many beautiful colors, you know.

Thank you." And then I look, and all of a sudden, like the, the grief was just gone.

Then I'm still standing there at this hedge, and I look real close [laughs] and bougainvillea hedges, they're actually, their leaves are actually bright pink, but you think it's like a flower.

Well, where I looked, there were two leaves that were like two lips in an upturned mouth.

And it was like all of a sudden, I went from grief to like peace, and then I was like joy.

I love your childlike faith and joy, and I am with you." And there's more to it, but from there, I just felt so renewed, and I felt so loved by God because I'd learned to see Him in the details.

And I couldn't wait to get back home because as I was walking and just now just so enjoying God, I just had all this thanks.

And I got home, and I wrote and I wrote and I wrote all these things that I was thankful for.

And then I went to post it on Facebook with the photo of the flower that looked like it was smiling at me.
What inspired that name, and what do you hope readers immediately understand before they even open the first page?

Well, when I first had what I call a gratitude attack, I didn't have words for it, and it came from a time when I was processing a lot of grief.

I have learned to process all my emotions with God and just to press in close, as close as possible, when I'm going through difficult times, and that's what I was doing.

And I tell the whole story in the book, but to make it short, you know, I'm going through all this angst and just talking to God, but I had worship music, I had earbuds in my ear.

And then I just stopped for a moment and I looked, and right next to me was this beautiful bright pink bougainvillea hedge, sort of like the color of my shirt.

And, you know, I just took a deep breath, and then I was like, "Okay," you know like, "I love this color pink.

I'm just gonna enjoy this color, and God, that you created so many beautiful colors, you know.

Thank you." And then I look, and all of a sudden, like the, the grief was just gone.

Then I'm still standing there at this hedge, and I look real close [laughs] and bougainvillea hedges, they're actually, their leaves are actually bright pink, but you think it's like a flower.

Well, where I looked, there were two leaves that were like two lips in an upturned mouth.

And it was like all of a sudden, I went from grief to like peace, and then I was like joy.

I love your childlike faith and joy, and I am with you." And there's more to it, but from there, I just felt so renewed, and I felt so loved by God because I'd learned to see Him in the details.

And I couldn't wait to get back home because as I was walking and just now just so enjoying God, I just had all this thanks.

And I got home, and I wrote and I wrote and I wrote all these things that I was thankful for.

And then I went to post it on Facebook with the photo of the flower that looked like it was smiling at me.
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