Hunger & Heart with Kaila Colbin
Oct 13, 2026 · 1 hr 17 min · 15 segments
Rachel Howard is a footballer who debuted for New Zealand at 20, against Team USA, in front of a stadium that spent the second half chanting her name — but not in a good way. She went on to play a…
Kaila ColbinHost
Do you ever struggle with the idea that you went to the Olympics but didn't get to play at all?
Um, I have a- an Instagram, and this is certainly not a push for anyone to start following me 'cause I'm terrible at posting, but-
[chuckles] Um, so I, I call my Instagram The Ordinary Olympian, um, because obviously most people think about Olympians as being extraordinary, and we are all in our own way, and I, I say that humbly and I mean...
I, I'm now very privileged to be a co-owner in a basketball team with, uh, with one of New Zealand's most decorated Olympian.
But if you spoke to her, she would call herself an ordinary person because that's all we are.
To cross over the white line, to be able to, to represent your country, whether it's the Olympics or not, um, it's always a privilege to be able to do that as part of the, the playing team.
Do I wish I was 30 years younger and still able to go out there and do it? Absolutely.
Um, but yeah, I would, uh, if I could go back and have a chance to, to play, of course I would grab it with both hands.

I'm certain it's like 0.0000. Like it's, it, it cannot, it cannot be very m- many at all.

Do you ever struggle with the idea that you went to the Olympics but didn't get to play at all?
Um, I have a- an Instagram, and this is certainly not a push for anyone to start following me 'cause I'm terrible at posting, but-
[chuckles] Um, so I, I call my Instagram The Ordinary Olympian, um, because obviously most people think about Olympians as being extraordinary, and we are all in our own way, and I, I say that humbly and I mean...
I, I'm now very privileged to be a co-owner in a basketball team with, uh, with one of New Zealand's most decorated Olympian.
But if you spoke to her, she would call herself an ordinary person because that's all we are.
To cross over the white line, to be able to, to represent your country, whether it's the Olympics or not, um, it's always a privilege to be able to do that as part of the, the playing team.
Do I wish I was 30 years younger and still able to go out there and do it? Absolutely.
Um, but yeah, I would, uh, if I could go back and have a chance to, to play, of course I would grab it with both hands.

I'm certain it's like 0.0000. Like it's, it, it cannot, it cannot be very m- many at all.
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