"Back To Crack"

Yesterday, I lost my mother.

She was fighting a battle with kidney failure, fluid in her lungs.

A few months ago in March, my mom had a string of strokes in one week.

She had like five strokes in one week.

And that basically was like a... snowball effect of a lot of things that was going on with her that just made everything worse.

And, um, you know, she, she, she went away peacefully, you know, they, they, the palliative care that was taking care of her.

They, you know, they had her, you know, on, on, on, um, you know, painkillers.

So she wasn't in pain.

Um, but she finally went home yesterday and, um, you know, it's, It's sad.

It's really sad.

Like, that's my mother.

Like, I was really sad with my mom, man.

My mom...

My mom could have been my code D, bro.

And I would have never had to worry about getting ratted on.

Same with my mom.

Because she would have done the time, nigga.

You know what I mean?

Like a best friend for real.

Bro, my mother is one of a kind, bro.

Anybody who's ever met her will tell you that.

And they'll... they'll tell you like, nah, Charlie's mom is, is she liked that? Like, you know what I'm saying? And, um, she lived so many lives, you know, just coming from where she came from, um, what she was able to achieve, you know, the children she was able to raise me and my siblings.

And, you know, she helped raise two of my cousins who are also, you know, siblings to me.

Um, so that's why I always say I'm the last of six.

Um, you know, She was 79 years old, man, born in 1947, bro.