Jun 14, 2026 · 1 hr 49 min · 12 segments
*My Miserable Life as an Asian Boy Growing up in America: Humiliation, Forced Feminization, Forced Homosexuality, Castration, Brainwashing, Slavery, Solitary Confinement, Despair* (2018) is the…
It's a, uh, it's, it's also not really a memoir because it's obviously like- Made up ... it's, it's obviously made up.
Um, uh, the, if it's fiction, it's bad fiction.
Mm-hmm.
Right? [laughs] Like, uh, it's essentially like...
Okay, so this book is more or less like 70, 70 to 80 blog posts- Mm-hmm ... uh, from someone who is deeply into race play, BDSM, and humiliation.
Yeah.
It's a guy who has, who has transed himself, at the beginning identifies himself as a white person and as a white- A white woman ... woman.
Yeah, and then, uh, it later cops to being Asian, and then later cops to being a man.
Yeah.
So, uh, oh, I don't, which I'm not even...
I'm, to, um, to be real, I, I, I'm probably willing to believe, like, like trans Asian male, right? Yeah, yeah.
I can get I, I, I'm going to say that that's actually true.
I'm going to say that that's actually true and that, like, it is not someone else who has, like, hired a model to portray this, like, sort of thing.
Yeah.
'Cause I don't think it would be worthwhile.
[laughs] I don't think it would be cost-effective.
[laughs] 'Cause Ling- So [laughs] ...
Ling has a website which is much more pornographic than the book.
The, the website is- Yes ... is porn.
Is porn.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Um- And there was another book that he had published before this, which was porn also.
Um, just porn.
Yeah, so- So ...
It's a, uh, it's, it's also not really a memoir because it's obviously like- Made up ... it's, it's obviously made up.
Um, uh, the, if it's fiction, it's bad fiction.
Mm-hmm.
Right? [laughs] Like, uh, it's essentially like...
Okay, so this book is more or less like 70, 70 to 80 blog posts- Mm-hmm ... uh, from someone who is deeply into race play, BDSM, and humiliation.
Yeah.
It's a guy who has, who has transed himself, at the beginning identifies himself as a white person and as a white- A white woman ... woman.
Yeah, and then, uh, it later cops to being Asian, and then later cops to being a man.
Yeah.
So, uh, oh, I don't, which I'm not even...
I'm, to, um, to be real, I, I, I'm probably willing to believe, like, like trans Asian male, right? Yeah, yeah.
I can get I, I, I'm going to say that that's actually true.
I'm going to say that that's actually true and that, like, it is not someone else who has, like, hired a model to portray this, like, sort of thing.
Yeah.
'Cause I don't think it would be worthwhile.
[laughs] I don't think it would be cost-effective.
[laughs] 'Cause Ling- So [laughs] ...
Ling has a website which is much more pornographic than the book.
The, the website is- Yes ... is porn.
Is porn.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Um- And there was another book that he had published before this, which was porn also.
Um, just porn.
Yeah, so- So ...
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