Oct 14, 2026 · 1 hr 49 min · 13 segments
Jessie and Mike explore the Moon, in tarot and astrology, as the doorway into the mother wound, receiving, and why growing your nervous system’s capacity matters more than staying regulated. **In…
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You bring up the wounded mother and like the mother wound, right? That internalized...
a wound of really like what I am allowed to bring into the world, like am I whatever, fill in the blank.
And what that instilled in me was how powerful I am on the emotional level, how powerful I am on the psychological level.
I didn't really develop the quote unquote, like the archetypal masculine, right? How does this externalize itself into the world, right? So working on cars or building things with wood and like this was the world that I didn't understand.
I didn't understand that I had value outside of just giving the depths and flowing the depths.
Like, at some level, my currency... what was valuable to me was that I was valued by the adults, my caretakers, right? My parents, my grandparents.
So my emotional, psychological depth was valuable to them because I would, I would like help them work through things or like be there to listen to them when their spouse, my, my dad or my grandfather wasn't there to listen.
And, What that translated to as I started doing shadow work coaching and leading retreats is I didn't value being paid because I had developed a sense that, oh, the value is just in your experience.
experience, right? And that had a shelf life, obviously, because I can't keep doing that.
And The masculine energy had to enter in at some point where, right, so maybe more of the sun.
So if I'm giving all of this attention, there should be reciprocity, right, for this to be healthy.
You bring up the wounded mother and like the mother wound, right? That internalized...
a wound of really like what I am allowed to bring into the world, like am I whatever, fill in the blank.
And what that instilled in me was how powerful I am on the emotional level, how powerful I am on the psychological level.
I didn't really develop the quote unquote, like the archetypal masculine, right? How does this externalize itself into the world, right? So working on cars or building things with wood and like this was the world that I didn't understand.
I didn't understand that I had value outside of just giving the depths and flowing the depths.
Like, at some level, my currency... what was valuable to me was that I was valued by the adults, my caretakers, right? My parents, my grandparents.
So my emotional, psychological depth was valuable to them because I would, I would like help them work through things or like be there to listen to them when their spouse, my, my dad or my grandfather wasn't there to listen.
And, What that translated to as I started doing shadow work coaching and leading retreats is I didn't value being paid because I had developed a sense that, oh, the value is just in your experience.
experience, right? And that had a shelf life, obviously, because I can't keep doing that.
And The masculine energy had to enter in at some point where, right, so maybe more of the sun.
So if I'm giving all of this attention, there should be reciprocity, right, for this to be healthy.
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