Episode #1 This Is What Changing To Keep Love Looks Like
Jul 3, 2026 · 1 hr 8 min · 11 segments
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Janne RobinsonHost
Hannah HallerHost
Jul 3, 2026 · 1 hr 8 min · 11 segments
Janne RobinsonHostHannah HallerHost
And, uh, we had a conversation for me that was a huge catalyst in wanting to do this.
Um, which was, I found myself in a really disempowering relationship where I think being a woman that a lot of other women source power from, and you know, our, my slogan is slogans walk tall.
Um, It feels really important to be in integrity with that and to be a strong woman in the world.
And I had found myself in a relationship that was really cyclical, had a lot of conflict in it.
And I also felt some shame show up around having to share that I was inside of this relationship that wasn't very empowering or And even as somebody who is so authentic and vulnerable and open and real, I had this moment of when we were talking being like, I don't want to share this because Hannah's a boss-ass bitch and I'm a boss-ass bitch.
And if I tell her this, is she going to still respect me, think these things of me? And I decided to tell you the truth.
And so we sat at this dinner and – I went into all of the details and said, actually, I'm, you know, in a relationship that has a lot of conflict.
we actually connect because we're very wild women who don't brush our hair or wear makeup a lot of the times.
And I think we've – I've done a lot of deconditioning work around the beauty industry and what we are told as women is beautiful.
But I ended up in this relationship where – and I want to share that sometimes – not sometimes.
I feel there is a difference between having the history or the past that we may have.
So I found my birth father when I was 21, and I definitely have – an insecure or anxious attachment type so sometimes i will walk into a relationship because of my past with that there's a difference between that and being in a relationship where what somebody says to you creates a space where it makes you feel insecure and pulls out the most insecure parts of you and so my exact example of that was um There was all of these little comments that had happened of I was going to get my hair dyed.
And, you know, you would say, well, you're going to dye your gray hairs, right? And there were little subtle moments of me being like, no, actually, that wasn't part of what I was going to dye with my hair.
And, uh, we had a conversation for me that was a huge catalyst in wanting to do this.
Um, which was, I found myself in a really disempowering relationship where I think being a woman that a lot of other women source power from, and you know, our, my slogan is slogans walk tall.
Um, It feels really important to be in integrity with that and to be a strong woman in the world.
And I had found myself in a relationship that was really cyclical, had a lot of conflict in it.
And I also felt some shame show up around having to share that I was inside of this relationship that wasn't very empowering or And even as somebody who is so authentic and vulnerable and open and real, I had this moment of when we were talking being like, I don't want to share this because Hannah's a boss-ass bitch and I'm a boss-ass bitch.
And if I tell her this, is she going to still respect me, think these things of me? And I decided to tell you the truth.
And so we sat at this dinner and – I went into all of the details and said, actually, I'm, you know, in a relationship that has a lot of conflict.
we actually connect because we're very wild women who don't brush our hair or wear makeup a lot of the times.
And I think we've – I've done a lot of deconditioning work around the beauty industry and what we are told as women is beautiful.
But I ended up in this relationship where – and I want to share that sometimes – not sometimes.
I feel there is a difference between having the history or the past that we may have.
So I found my birth father when I was 21, and I definitely have – an insecure or anxious attachment type so sometimes i will walk into a relationship because of my past with that there's a difference between that and being in a relationship where what somebody says to you creates a space where it makes you feel insecure and pulls out the most insecure parts of you and so my exact example of that was um There was all of these little comments that had happened of I was going to get my hair dyed.
And, you know, you would say, well, you're going to dye your gray hairs, right? And there were little subtle moments of me being like, no, actually, that wasn't part of what I was going to dye with my hair.
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