Sep 15, 2026 · 28 min · 10 segments
After a month away, PreauXX and Rudy kick off Season 3 with creative personality and digital presence **Bxrbie** for a conversation about fashion, individuality, content creation, and what it really…
We're going to call this the dark side of being a content creator.
Right.
So people see you creating content all the time and you make it look easy, but I know it's hard.
So with that being said, what is something you wish people understood about the difficulty of being consistent and creating?
that life is still happening regardless.
Funny thing, on the way here, on the expressway, I'm editing for a video that needed to be dropped before we got started.
Phone ran out of storage, so I can't even download the video.
So I text like, hey, it's uploaded tomorrow.
I saw how
violent you get.
Like, it gets
crazy.
I saw
you break the camera.
Yeah, it's been
crazy.
And I show it slightly.
I don't show it too much.
But I show it slightly just to let people know, like, it can get to you.
It really can.
Like, but I'm so, like, ambitious to where it's like, for me, it's like you got to work.
So that's why I got, like, two phones.
I got a MacBook.
We're going to call this the dark side of being a content creator.
Right.
So people see you creating content all the time and you make it look easy, but I know it's hard.
So with that being said, what is something you wish people understood about the difficulty of being consistent and creating?
that life is still happening regardless.
Funny thing, on the way here, on the expressway, I'm editing for a video that needed to be dropped before we got started.
Phone ran out of storage, so I can't even download the video.
So I text like, hey, it's uploaded tomorrow.
I saw how
violent you get.
Like, it gets
crazy.
I saw
you break the camera.
Yeah, it's been
crazy.
And I show it slightly.
I don't show it too much.
But I show it slightly just to let people know, like, it can get to you.
It really can.
Like, but I'm so, like, ambitious to where it's like, for me, it's like you got to work.
So that's why I got, like, two phones.
I got a MacBook.
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