When the Universe Doesn't Give You an Answer: Grief, My Soulmate Cat, and the Astrology of an Impossible Season

Send us Fan Mail ✨ Grab Adriana's free Human Design 101 guide here! **Trigger warning: discussion of pet death and grief.** This is not the episode I had planned to share today, but it's the episode I needed to share with you right now. I've been having some of the hardest weeks of my life with the loss of my soulmate cat Manny and the immense grief I've been processing. And I've been grieving alone, falling back into my transference energy. What does this mean? I am a 4/6 profile in Human Design with a Scorpio moon — I am meant to be amongst community and communicate my emotions with my network. **I need to share what I’m going through, and I haven’t been doing that.** So today I’m sharing everything that’s happened over the past few weeks, and talking about how astrology and Human Design have helped me ground during this time. My entire belief system has been put into question, and I’m not looking to turn my cat’s death into a lesson. But I think it’s part of our nature to seek answers as to WHY something happened, and looking at the symbolic language of the current astrology transits and my own design have helped me process something that doesn't have an explanation. In this episode, I’m: - sharing how my cat went missing and then was found, and how that experience tied into the traumatic patterns of my childhood belief systems - how Manny’s passing right around the August solar eclipse relates to my ascendant (rising) sign of Leo - why the transit of Saturn squaring Mars was telling me "you can't control this, some things can't be changed" - how Saturn retrograde moving through my 9th house is playing into my questioning of beliefs and trust in the universe - and how I’m feeling my emotional wave right now with my two channels connecting my solar plexus and root centers Everything is still raw and tender right now, but I know (because I always hear from all of you after vulnerable episodes like these) that sharing my emotions and process is healing for everyone. **The Magnetic Rebellion is my supportive, soul-seeking community** that lets you explore the path of transformation aligned specifically to YOU. Join The Magnetic Rebellion! **Work with me 1:1** in my Sacred Design private mentorship: Book a call here. **Visit** AdrianaKeefe.com to download your free Human Design bodygraph, book a chart reading, and more! **Check out** my YouTube channel for bonus chart readings and episodes! **Connect with me on** Instagram @adrikeefe I'm DYINGGG to get to know you better so I'd love for you to hang around: **Subscribe, share, and review this episode!**