Case #026

I thought that we would talk about...

Social media.

Oh, God.

Insert

the...

What is that from, by the way? Everyone knows it, but what is it from? It's a...

Is it a cartoon? Is it a movie? I don't know.

But I do feel like everybody knows it.

In fact, don't ask me why, but I actually feel like I have the soundbite.

But, yeah, so I have been... off of social well i shouldn't even say that i've been on it but i haven't been posting which is why i haven't been posting is because i've been on it because it makes you feel like oh here we go it might be really loud hold on let me see if i can there it is I don't know what that's from.

Don't know.

Anyway, yeah, I've been feeling a little down in the dumps about social media.

And I, how can I word this? I'm noticing, I can't figure out if it's like, linked with my cycle because

I have like a week

where I feel spectacular and I am starting to put it together a little bit that has to do with if I'm having a good hair day um so I don't I'm not sure what that is um but I have these like spurts of oh okay I'm really good with social media I'm good with myself I'm good with showing up right and then it's like a wave almost like that's how it is and then as the wave is receding right that is when I just want to be like I hate everything, just all the things.

And I don't...

Every time I have the camera, I just freeze because I'm like, I have nothing to say.

Nobody wants

to

hear what

I have

to say.

And I know that's not true, but it feels really real in the moment.

And then I get really annoyed because I'm watching... everyone else showing up on social media.

And then I'm like, I just watched my views go down, down, down.