Jun 17, 2026 · 42 min · 10 segments
In this episode, Ashley explores soul desires, authenticity, and the difference between what is truly ours and what has been shaped through conditioning. Inspired by a list she wrote at 19, she…
Ashley HämäläinenHostAnd there were some other astrological events that day that honestly I can't remember, but I do know it's Tallulah's birthday.
But anyways, the shadow period is like the introduction to what you're going to be working on for the retrograde.
And on the day of the shadow, whatever happens, like whatever comes up emotionally, mentally, maybe messages you receive, maybe a conversation you have, if something like opens something within you or stirs something within you, It's that indication of the story that you're going to be working with throughout the retrograde.
I remember I started feeling pain From what I can remember, it was June 3rd, I think, because I went for a walk in the morning.
And I remember that day, I was listening to the episode I had with Mimi, Icon, it aired that day.
And I was listening to it to find a quote to send to Ben so that he could make the social media post because between Ben you so and I we all do the social media for a line within like the three of us all have our own jobs within it and we all work together but anyway I was walking that morning to find the quote I was listening to the episode and I remember, oh, wow, my foot kind of hurts, but oh, well, I'll just keep going.
And that is how I've responded to things within my body for so long because I don't use this word all the time, Kundalini, because for some reason it gives people the wrong vibe.
I have noticed people get scared or they back away or they think it's some kind of like...
Like when it opens and the process that you go through and the process that your body goes through is really, really intense.
And there were some other astrological events that day that honestly I can't remember, but I do know it's Tallulah's birthday.
But anyways, the shadow period is like the introduction to what you're going to be working on for the retrograde.
And on the day of the shadow, whatever happens, like whatever comes up emotionally, mentally, maybe messages you receive, maybe a conversation you have, if something like opens something within you or stirs something within you, It's that indication of the story that you're going to be working with throughout the retrograde.
I remember I started feeling pain From what I can remember, it was June 3rd, I think, because I went for a walk in the morning.
And I remember that day, I was listening to the episode I had with Mimi, Icon, it aired that day.
And I was listening to it to find a quote to send to Ben so that he could make the social media post because between Ben you so and I we all do the social media for a line within like the three of us all have our own jobs within it and we all work together but anyway I was walking that morning to find the quote I was listening to the episode and I remember, oh, wow, my foot kind of hurts, but oh, well, I'll just keep going.
And that is how I've responded to things within my body for so long because I don't use this word all the time, Kundalini, because for some reason it gives people the wrong vibe.
I have noticed people get scared or they back away or they think it's some kind of like...
Like when it opens and the process that you go through and the process that your body goes through is really, really intense.
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