Kassidy WarrenHostKassidy's SpouseGuestUnknown SpeakerGuest
Before I got sober, I never really thought I was going to stop drinking because drinking felt like a friend.

But then I remember looking in the mirror and like looking at like a gray ghost and And I remember that my vocabulary was not as good.

And I started getting like a panic attack for no reason in the Vertigo episode.

And I was like looking around the room at what like potted plant I was going to throw up in.

And I had enough sense to like leave and I had to go just like sit in the bathroom because it was just silent and quiet and cold.

At first I was like, Maybe it's the coffee, you know, I'm drinking too much caffeine or whatever.
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Before I got sober, I never really thought I was going to stop drinking because drinking felt like a friend.

But then I remember looking in the mirror and like looking at like a gray ghost and And I remember that my vocabulary was not as good.

And I started getting like a panic attack for no reason in the Vertigo episode.

And I was like looking around the room at what like potted plant I was going to throw up in.

And I had enough sense to like leave and I had to go just like sit in the bathroom because it was just silent and quiet and cold.

At first I was like, Maybe it's the coffee, you know, I'm drinking too much caffeine or whatever.
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