Sep 21, 2026 · 1 hr 10 min · 22 segments
### About the Guest **Alexandria Crow** is a renowned yoga instructor and former collegiate gymnast from the University of Arizona. She gained visibility in the yoga world through teaching globally…
Alexandria CrowGuestToby BrooksHostThis is Becoming Undone.
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I don't get this." And then also, "I'm really hurt, and I can't keep doing this." And then I literally couldn't.

So I couldn't keep taking the to- photos and modeling for, for clothing companies and all that because I would...

I, I remember like a month where I could barely get out of bed without crying.

It was all falling apart, and that was the, that was the piece, the psychological piece.

'Cause my entire identity had now been constructed as this successful, capable...

I mean, the wins, I guess, that I was looking for in gymnastics, I didn't get them over there at that level, but I was the top of the top, especially in terms of, like, physical ability back then-

And I'd built up this business that didn't require me to be there anymore in person.

And then I, last February, like just over a year ago, well, it's like a year and a half ago now, I was in this room, and there was this, like, weird zinging, and I was like, "Oh, shit, I've pulled my neck out again." I was just reaching into the trash, and I was like, "That's so weird." I, I was like...

I remember getting up, lying down, and going, "Something's wrong." And I couldn't take it anymore.

He checked me into the hospital, and turned out I had a subarachnoid hemorrhage, and I proceeded to be in the-
This is Becoming Undone.
[camera clicking]

I don't get this." And then also, "I'm really hurt, and I can't keep doing this." And then I literally couldn't.

So I couldn't keep taking the to- photos and modeling for, for clothing companies and all that because I would...

I, I remember like a month where I could barely get out of bed without crying.

It was all falling apart, and that was the, that was the piece, the psychological piece.

'Cause my entire identity had now been constructed as this successful, capable...

I mean, the wins, I guess, that I was looking for in gymnastics, I didn't get them over there at that level, but I was the top of the top, especially in terms of, like, physical ability back then-

And I'd built up this business that didn't require me to be there anymore in person.

And then I, last February, like just over a year ago, well, it's like a year and a half ago now, I was in this room, and there was this, like, weird zinging, and I was like, "Oh, shit, I've pulled my neck out again." I was just reaching into the trash, and I was like, "That's so weird." I, I was like...

I remember getting up, lying down, and going, "Something's wrong." And I couldn't take it anymore.

He checked me into the hospital, and turned out I had a subarachnoid hemorrhage, and I proceeded to be in the-
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