What Nobody Sees Behind Building a Podcast

I, I just, I feel like in some ways I just roped Tony into it.

I kept, there'd be times where we'd come in and I'd be all, I'd be in that mode where I'm like super amped up and I'm like in that weird hypnotic state.

And I'm like, just preaching.

I'm like, dude, I feel like it would be really cool and fun.

I'm telling you.

Cause we would have such cool conversations.

I'm like, this energy would be so fun on a podcast.

And it would be.

It's so much different having a co-host than just being by myself.

And at first it was such an interesting thing to learn how to do.

You're like, is Tony going to talk? Am I going to talk? Who's leading the conversation? It's so different.

And also I get to bring out more of my own.

It's like a practice of just really just being myself or a version of myself.

That's completely different than the other podcasts where I can just, I try when I'm on this podcast to not to like really just.

Like if you wake up in the morning and you just look in the mirror, it's like take that photo and post it online.

Like no self-judgment, no critique of yourself to like just really let your authentic self be and to practice more and more as you're on to like continue to let that self just come out.

So it was like a, it was a continual practice.

And I was thinking like getting tired of training.

This is for podcasts in general.

I'm getting tired of training.

What is something that I could do that's a new thing that I could focus on mastering for a long period of time that I could do all the way till the day I die? Because like watching my dad retire and other people retire, all of a sudden their downfall happens.

And you're like, I could do this literally.

I could literally have a terminal illness and still do podcasts.

And the energy that I receive from it is life-giving.

So it's like whether...