Oct 12, 2026 · 54 min · 10 segments
Can you question what you believe without losing your faith? And when life brings suffering, unanswered prayers, or circumstances you cannot understand, what happens to the way you see God? In this…
Gerald RobisonGuestFaith IwosHostSo how can someone recognize the difference between genuinely wrestling with God and quietly blaming Him?
I said, how can somebody recognize the difference between genuinely wrestling with God and quietly blaming Him?

Well, if you are blaming God, you, you sh- you feel somewhat, um, on the spot.

See, I had not done anything in my life that made me feel like I deserved cancer in my mouth.

I mean, who would, who had even heard of tongue cancer? I had not, and yet I had it.

So I, I, I think I did feel unjustly, uh, penalized or unjustly suffering, and I couldn't understand why God would let that happen.


But through that, once I had God's understanding, I didn't know then- What I know now.

So I had to spend my time and my thoughts on discovering what is God's purpose in this.

And even when I didn't have a full, complete answer, I mean, I didn't know I was going to end up writing, not for a long, long time, but w- I knew that He was at work.
So how can someone recognize the difference between genuinely wrestling with God and quietly blaming Him?
I said, how can somebody recognize the difference between genuinely wrestling with God and quietly blaming Him?

Well, if you are blaming God, you, you sh- you feel somewhat, um, on the spot.

See, I had not done anything in my life that made me feel like I deserved cancer in my mouth.

I mean, who would, who had even heard of tongue cancer? I had not, and yet I had it.

So I, I, I think I did feel unjustly, uh, penalized or unjustly suffering, and I couldn't understand why God would let that happen.


But through that, once I had God's understanding, I didn't know then- What I know now.

So I had to spend my time and my thoughts on discovering what is God's purpose in this.

And even when I didn't have a full, complete answer, I mean, I didn't know I was going to end up writing, not for a long, long time, but w- I knew that He was at work.
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