Jun 24, 2026 · 46 min · 10 segments
Loving God doesn’t always mean life suddenly feels easy. Sometimes it means still choosing faith while suffering, still praying while tired, still coming to Him with thoughts you’re ashamed of, and…
Haven't cried in a, in a bit though, so I think I, I'd like to cry.
I think I wanna release something.
Okay.
[laughs]
But yeah, yeah.
I like that.
Do you know what? It's so funny you're saying the whole thing of you having to rebuke the thoughts that trying to sneak in.
Mm-hmm.
This past week, I've, maybe past week, past couple weeks, I've been saying, "The devil's not oppressing me anymore."
Yeah.
Like, just a full-on, like, w- if there's anything that gives me anxiety, I'm like, "No oppression."
Mm.
If it's things like, even just like, um, s- like sinful desires, no oppression.
You're not oppressing me with sin anymore.
Yeah.
You're not oppressing me with, um, anxiety.
You're not oppressing me with fear.
So even like for example when I drove to come pick you up-
Mm
... which was such a big moment for me.
[laughs]
Yeah.
I was like, "Um, no, I don't wanna live my life afraid to get on the motorway."
Yeah.
You know, like I'm, I don't want that.
Haven't cried in a, in a bit though, so I think I, I'd like to cry.
I think I wanna release something.
Okay.
[laughs]
But yeah, yeah.
I like that.
Do you know what? It's so funny you're saying the whole thing of you having to rebuke the thoughts that trying to sneak in.
Mm-hmm.
This past week, I've, maybe past week, past couple weeks, I've been saying, "The devil's not oppressing me anymore."
Yeah.
Like, just a full-on, like, w- if there's anything that gives me anxiety, I'm like, "No oppression."
Mm.
If it's things like, even just like, um, s- like sinful desires, no oppression.
You're not oppressing me with sin anymore.
Yeah.
You're not oppressing me with, um, anxiety.
You're not oppressing me with fear.
So even like for example when I drove to come pick you up-
Mm
... which was such a big moment for me.
[laughs]
Yeah.
I was like, "Um, no, I don't wanna live my life afraid to get on the motorway."
Yeah.
You know, like I'm, I don't want that.
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