And at that point too, 'cause the book thing was also one part, like, ADD stuff.
And at that point, you didn't, you weren't, you weren't operating with an awareness of that either.
So to, for me to say, "Hey, I forgot to turn, return the library books," and for her to be disappointed in me for that would've been devastating.
Um, I just didn't have that, that resilience and that sense of self that I would eventually develop.
Um, and so I, I fell back on the thing that I had always done that kept me safe and got my needs met, which was just hide it.
And y'all, honestly, my plan was I was gonna tell her that I took them back, and then I was gonna take them back the next day, therefore making my lie a truth, and then I'm in the clear.
And at that point too, 'cause the book thing was also one part, like, ADD stuff.
And at that point, you didn't, you weren't, you weren't operating with an awareness of that either.
So to, for me to say, "Hey, I forgot to turn, return the library books," and for her to be disappointed in me for that would've been devastating.
Um, I just didn't have that, that resilience and that sense of self that I would eventually develop.
Um, and so I, I fell back on the thing that I had always done that kept me safe and got my needs met, which was just hide it.
And y'all, honestly, my plan was I was gonna tell her that I took them back, and then I was gonna take them back the next day, therefore making my lie a truth, and then I'm in the clear.
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