Proof of Life with Preston Rakovsky
Jul 20, 2026 · 45 min · 13 segments
A woman who spent four and a half years convincing herself that doubt was just the price of love explains how she mistook a relationship that never fit for one worth fixing, why a pair of jeans became…
Andy PopovaGuest
Preston RakovskyHost
Um, it starts, I guess, probably actually with my parents, because they are soulmates.

My parents are very happily in love and married, and so my only vision of love growing up was compatibility, happiness, making out in the living room, like just totally in lockstep.

Uh, my mom will come out from the bedroom in her pajamas, and my dad will, like, pull her in and be like, "You look so beautiful," and make out with her and-

Um, it starts, I guess, probably actually with my parents, because they are soulmates.

My parents are very happily in love and married, and so my only vision of love growing up was compatibility, happiness, making out in the living room, like just totally in lockstep.

Uh, my mom will come out from the bedroom in her pajamas, and my dad will, like, pull her in and be like, "You look so beautiful," and make out with her and-
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