Alisha Was Just Diagnosed with PMDD...Here's What Happened

Not to brag, I actually feel great this week because I'm no longer in my luteal phase, and I'm officially done with my period.

This last period was, like, kinda dark a little bit, and-

Okay

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I wanna actually get into all this stuff 'cause I haven't talked to you personally about it yet.

Yeah.

I've been saving it for PB.

Overall, I feel like just some health, like, updates, which I'm still in the middle of it, and sometimes I feel like when it comes to online, it feels like I have to wait until I have this, like, huge final sentiment about something, or something has to be finished before I, like, bring attention to it because-

Yeah

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I never, one, I never wanna say anything wrong, or two, I don't wanna make it seem like I'm trying to make it bigger than it is or whatever.

But also-

Aw

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I, I also understand how, like, that's not life, and, like, life is going through things and kinda, like, figuring it out and not knowing all the answers and stuff.

So, um, yeah, I'm trying to get better at that.

But yeah, I have some health updates, which overall I'm fine.

Just preface, just-

Yeah

... going there.

I t- I totally relate to you when you're talking.

I remember my brain kinda switch, and not to make it about me and obviously bringing it back to you, but I remember when I called you after I met with my PCOS doctor for the first time ever, and I was just hysterically crying, and I was like, "I don't wanna say anything." I found out that everything I had been saying was wrong, and everything that I thought was wrong, and the medication I was on was wrong, and I felt like I, how you feel.

And I remember you called me, or I called you, and you were like, "It's okay.

Like, you can talk about how you're doing right now.

Not everything needs to be this, like, finite concluded thing." And I feel, I totally feel the same way, and now I've caught myself, or now I've kinda trained myself when I'm vlogging or something to be like, "Hey, also, by the way, I'm still in the midst of navigating this.

Not to brag, I actually feel great this week because I'm no longer in my luteal phase, and I'm officially done with my period.

This last period was, like, kinda dark a little bit, and-

Okay

...

I wanna actually get into all this stuff 'cause I haven't talked to you personally about it yet.

Yeah.

I've been saving it for PB.

Overall, I feel like just some health, like, updates, which I'm still in the middle of it, and sometimes I feel like when it comes to online, it feels like I have to wait until I have this, like, huge final sentiment about something, or something has to be finished before I, like, bring attention to it because-

Yeah

...

I never, one, I never wanna say anything wrong, or two, I don't wanna make it seem like I'm trying to make it bigger than it is or whatever.

But also-

Aw

...

I, I also understand how, like, that's not life, and, like, life is going through things and kinda, like, figuring it out and not knowing all the answers and stuff.

So, um, yeah, I'm trying to get better at that.

But yeah, I have some health updates, which overall I'm fine.

Just preface, just-

Yeah

... going there.

I t- I totally relate to you when you're talking.

I remember my brain kinda switch, and not to make it about me and obviously bringing it back to you, but I remember when I called you after I met with my PCOS doctor for the first time ever, and I was just hysterically crying, and I was like, "I don't wanna say anything." I found out that everything I had been saying was wrong, and everything that I thought was wrong, and the medication I was on was wrong, and I felt like I, how you feel.

And I remember you called me, or I called you, and you were like, "It's okay.

Like, you can talk about how you're doing right now.

Not everything needs to be this, like, finite concluded thing." And I feel, I totally feel the same way, and now I've caught myself, or now I've kinda trained myself when I'm vlogging or something to be like, "Hey, also, by the way, I'm still in the midst of navigating this.