Aug 25, 2026 · 49 min · 13 segments
Are you a mama who feels lonely in motherhood even when you’re surrounded by people? You’re not alone, and there is real hope. In this encouraging episode, I sit down with Jamie O’Neal, founder and…
Jamie O'NealGuest
Natalie HixsonHost
And I mean, we're both in this space of working towards helping moms find healing.

It kind of sounds like you were feeling maybe guilt and shame around sadness and depression.

When this car accident happened and everything, I was in a really charismatic circle.

That was very much so like signs, wonder, miracles, gold dust, like, which are all beautiful signs and wonders of the Lord.

But after they had prayed for me for so many days and so many weeks, it was kind of like, what's wrong with you? Like, why aren't you getting healed? And like, you're on medication.

leaders kind of come to me and really restore and heal a massive place in my life of experiencing that pain of them actually leading like Jesus, of leading with kindness and love first.

And that really set me free from a lot of the experiences that I was having of being like, oh my goodness, you know, like they can see my pain.

Like, you think I want this? And that was kind of a lot of the language of people are like, well, if you don't want it, then like keep praying, keep contending.

But like, this is the reality and the tension that I'm in until the miracle comes and the resources that God presents.

And so, yeah, there was a lot of like, I don't know if it was like shame, but just like, yeah, I would think guilt of being like, I'm sorry, the Lord isn't healing me right now.

Like, It was a very interesting time until that one specific pastor kind of prayed over me and like set me free from a lot.

And I mean, we're both in this space of working towards helping moms find healing.

It kind of sounds like you were feeling maybe guilt and shame around sadness and depression.

When this car accident happened and everything, I was in a really charismatic circle.

That was very much so like signs, wonder, miracles, gold dust, like, which are all beautiful signs and wonders of the Lord.

But after they had prayed for me for so many days and so many weeks, it was kind of like, what's wrong with you? Like, why aren't you getting healed? And like, you're on medication.

leaders kind of come to me and really restore and heal a massive place in my life of experiencing that pain of them actually leading like Jesus, of leading with kindness and love first.

And that really set me free from a lot of the experiences that I was having of being like, oh my goodness, you know, like they can see my pain.

Like, you think I want this? And that was kind of a lot of the language of people are like, well, if you don't want it, then like keep praying, keep contending.

But like, this is the reality and the tension that I'm in until the miracle comes and the resources that God presents.

And so, yeah, there was a lot of like, I don't know if it was like shame, but just like, yeah, I would think guilt of being like, I'm sorry, the Lord isn't healing me right now.

Like, It was a very interesting time until that one specific pastor kind of prayed over me and like set me free from a lot.
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