Oct 1, 2026 · 56 min · 14 segments
**TRIGGER WARNING:** Suicide. Skip from 9:16 - 13:20. Hi, I'm bi (if you didn't already know)! This week we're diving into my sexuality. I share how I figured out that I'm bisexual, how I came out to…
Brynne MarieHost
When I was in elementary school, [laughs] I had a girlfriend when I was, like, five.
And to trauma dump this early on into the episode is crazy, and I'm not gonna go into detail, but I had an inappropriate friendship with this girl, and I'll leave it at that.
And so I always had that thought put in my head, and I was just, I was introduced to sex at a very early age.
And I think that that caused for me to have some discoveries early on in life that not other people have 'cause normally you start going through sex when you're, like, you know, going through hormonal changes and when you're, like, a preteen.
And I'll talk about that more when I do an episode about sex 'cause I do wanna do an entire episode about sex that's gonna revolve a little bit more around heterosexual sex.
And, like, not to give confused right now so that you all can't say, like, "Oh, bisexual people are just confused," 'cause I do be getting confused.
Like, I was very involved in the church, and because of that, I knew that Being gay was a sin, and how is my camera gonna die? That's so homophobic.
[laughs] You know what else is homophobic? The church saying that you can't be gay.
Like, I thought that I was doing something wrong because I liked girls and I saw girls in a sexual way.
So while growing up, I struggled a lot, and it was kind of easy because I also liked boys, so I could kind of write off my gay thoughts that I was having because I also liked boys.
So I was like why not just focus all my energy on the boys that I like? That's so much easier, and that way I won't go to hell, right? But this is how you know it's not a choice.
When I was in elementary school, [laughs] I had a girlfriend when I was, like, five.
And to trauma dump this early on into the episode is crazy, and I'm not gonna go into detail, but I had an inappropriate friendship with this girl, and I'll leave it at that.
And so I always had that thought put in my head, and I was just, I was introduced to sex at a very early age.
And I think that that caused for me to have some discoveries early on in life that not other people have 'cause normally you start going through sex when you're, like, you know, going through hormonal changes and when you're, like, a preteen.
And I'll talk about that more when I do an episode about sex 'cause I do wanna do an entire episode about sex that's gonna revolve a little bit more around heterosexual sex.
And, like, not to give confused right now so that you all can't say, like, "Oh, bisexual people are just confused," 'cause I do be getting confused.
Like, I was very involved in the church, and because of that, I knew that Being gay was a sin, and how is my camera gonna die? That's so homophobic.
[laughs] You know what else is homophobic? The church saying that you can't be gay.
Like, I thought that I was doing something wrong because I liked girls and I saw girls in a sexual way.
So while growing up, I struggled a lot, and it was kind of easy because I also liked boys, so I could kind of write off my gay thoughts that I was having because I also liked boys.
So I was like why not just focus all my energy on the boys that I like? That's so much easier, and that way I won't go to hell, right? But this is how you know it's not a choice.
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