Her Comeback: Transforming Your Life After 50
Jun 26, 2026 · 37 min · 12 segments
Episode Overview What happens when the life you built around someone else's blueprint stops fitting who you are? In this deeply moving episode of *Her Comeback*, Michelle sits down with Audra Phelps…
Audra PhelpsGuest
Michelle ThompsonHost
If we go back to when I was still in the church and living in the United States, it was really a slow erosion for me coming to terms with that the religion didn't align with who I was.

Now, for your listeners who don't know a lot about the LDS church, it's a very high demand religion.

It gives you your identity from the time you were born, especially as woman, who you are, who you're supposed to be, what you're supposed to do in this life.

You know what you're doing on Sundays and Saturdays and Mondays and Wednesdays.

And even the rules control what you eat and drink, right? And also a parenting blueprint, you know how to raise your kids, you know what rules to give them, you know what age that they should date.

But after I got married very young, because that was my purpose was to get married in the Mormon temple and start having kids right away.

And then fast forward a few years, I had three kids, we were living in Idaho, and And I was really struggling with severe anxiety and depression to the point where I was having panic attacks almost every night.
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I was doing everything that the church was telling me would bring me happiness.

If we go back to when I was still in the church and living in the United States, it was really a slow erosion for me coming to terms with that the religion didn't align with who I was.

Now, for your listeners who don't know a lot about the LDS church, it's a very high demand religion.

It gives you your identity from the time you were born, especially as woman, who you are, who you're supposed to be, what you're supposed to do in this life.

You know what you're doing on Sundays and Saturdays and Mondays and Wednesdays.

And even the rules control what you eat and drink, right? And also a parenting blueprint, you know how to raise your kids, you know what rules to give them, you know what age that they should date.

But after I got married very young, because that was my purpose was to get married in the Mormon temple and start having kids right away.

And then fast forward a few years, I had three kids, we were living in Idaho, and And I was really struggling with severe anxiety and depression to the point where I was having panic attacks almost every night.
Panic attacks look different for

I was doing everything that the church was telling me would bring me happiness.
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