Feeling Stagnant During Radiation: Filmmaking, Control, and Creative Renewal On episode 195 of the Get Reelisms podcast, filmmakers Adam Chase Rani and Christine Chen discuss Christine finishing week one of six weeks of radiation for an oligodendroglioma brain tumor, alongside fertility treatment, and how the invisible progress and grant rejections make her feel stagnant and ungrounded without being on set. A friend suggests shooting part of Christine’s proof-of-concept short in her temporary “radiation camp” apartment near the treatment center, so she plans to film soon before symptoms worsen, and may ask for food donations for cast and crew. They recommend actors seek script-reading opportunities like the LA group Safe House, and reflect on imposter syndrome, conflict-of-interest when working with friends, and balancing creative joy with the job aspect of filmmaking. They also discuss The Artist’s Way “morning pages,” creative routines, and mention seeing The Odyssey and Christopher Nolan’s leadership at a DGA town hall.
About Christine W Chen:
**Christine W. Chen** is a Taiwanese American filmmaker, Academy member (Short Films Branch), and versatile producer, director, and writer known for bold, character-driven storytelling. Through her production company, **Moth to Flame**, she has created award-winning short films, features, and branded content—including *Erzulie*, a feminist swamp thriller that had a limited theatrical run and now streams on major platforms. In addition to her directorial work, Christine is a seasoned **DGA 1st Assistant Director** and co-author of *Get Reelisms* and *ABCs of Filmmaking*, as well as the co-host of the *Get Reelisms Podcast*.
For more information about Christine Chen: christinewchen.com
About Adam Rani:
**Adam Chase Rani** is a production designer and set dresser working in the Austin film market, bringing a sharp eye for visual storytelling and practical creativity to every project. During the pandemic, he co-founded the *Get Reelisms Podcast* with Christine Chen to foster community within the film industry. Together, they’ve built a platform that blends education, candid conversations, and industry insights to help filmmakers connect, learn, and grow.
WEBISODE version of the Podcast
00:00 Feeling Stagnant
00:49 Podcast Intro
01:43 One Year In
02:44 Radiation Update
05:25 Radiation Camp Life
07:01 Fertility Treatment
08:58 Steroid Superpowers
09:28 Proof of Concept Plan
11:56 Actor Casting Tips
14:49 Safe House Breakdown
15:50 Imposter Syndrome Talk
18:07 Friends and Casting
22:17 When Work Feels Like Work
25:09 Rediscovering Writing
26:03 Morning Pages Method
27:59 Break Routine for Inspiration
31:01 Journaling as Therapy
31:32 Restarting the Practice
32:49 Naruto Weights Comeback
34:45 Industry Ebbs and Flows
35:51 Art from Hard Times
37:34 Films That Reignite Passion
38:25 Backrooms Innovation Talk
41:31 Odyssey Craft and Scale
43:29 Nolan DGA Town Hall
48:29 Housekeeping and Merch
49:09 Wrap and Return Soon
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