Sep 15, 2026 · 1 hr 8 min · 13 segments
In this week’s episode (The 250th!) I sat down with Sarah Hartshorne and Pamela Rae Schuller. Sarah is a writer and comedian best known for none of those things: she was the plus size contestant on…
Sarah HartshorneGuest
Jillian KirwanHost
Pamela Rae SchullerGuest
Welcome to Always Looking Up, the podcast where no one is overlooked and height is only a number, never a limit, hosted by me, Jillian Kirwin.

Each week, I will be having a conversation about what it is like to live in a world that is not necessarily designed for you.

In this week's episode, the 250th episode, I sat down with Sarah Hartshorne and Pamela Rae Schuller.

In addition to writing her first book, You Wanna Be On Top, she has also written for The Guardian, Vogue, Gawker, Teen Vogue, and more.

She's also performed stand-up all over the country and at Edinburgh Fringe Festival.

Pamela is a professional stand-up comedian, storyteller, and internationally recognized disability advocate who transforms neurological chaos into powerful messages of inclusion and authenticity.

Featured on Netflix, NBC, and in The New York Times, she blends humor, research, and lived experience to change how we think about disability and mental health.

We discuss existing in bodies that are often represented but do not tell the full story, representation versus entertainment through the lens of reality television, and much, much more.
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Welcome to Always Looking Up, the podcast where no one is overlooked and height is only a number, never a limit, hosted by me, Jillian Kirwin.

Each week, I will be having a conversation about what it is like to live in a world that is not necessarily designed for you.

In this week's episode, the 250th episode, I sat down with Sarah Hartshorne and Pamela Rae Schuller.

In addition to writing her first book, You Wanna Be On Top, she has also written for The Guardian, Vogue, Gawker, Teen Vogue, and more.

She's also performed stand-up all over the country and at Edinburgh Fringe Festival.

Pamela is a professional stand-up comedian, storyteller, and internationally recognized disability advocate who transforms neurological chaos into powerful messages of inclusion and authenticity.

Featured on Netflix, NBC, and in The New York Times, she blends humor, research, and lived experience to change how we think about disability and mental health.

We discuss existing in bodies that are often represented but do not tell the full story, representation versus entertainment through the lens of reality television, and much, much more.