John MitchellHost
Kelly HatfieldHost
But everybody probably more or less knows my story that when I was 50, I wasn't as successful as I thought I should be.

And the bright idea comes to me to find the top book in the world on success and apply it literally word to word to my life.

I discover that there's a secret to success, but the author only gives us half of the secret.

And so I mope around for three weeks and finally man up and decide to figure out the secret.

And so along this time, again, I'm 50 and I'm feeling the scarcity of time, but there's something more going on.

And so every day after work, I would go see her and I'd love on her and hold her hand.

And then it was everything I could do to keep from sort of breaking down in front of her.

and leave and I get in the cold, dark parking lot and just cry my eyes out like for 45 minutes every night.

And obviously I'm losing, I'm feeling the impending loss of my mom, but I knew there was something deeper going on because I'd never had this level of gut wrenching, emotional upheaval going on in my life.

ever and I had some things as I guess we all have like I lost my best friend at 40 and I found him well that was devastating but this was a whole new level to every night pry my eyes out for 45 minutes and what I realized ultimately was that I felt like I was letting my mom down with my life because my parents had given me everything.


And I see that all I got to show for this privilege life was I had an average life.

But everybody probably more or less knows my story that when I was 50, I wasn't as successful as I thought I should be.

And the bright idea comes to me to find the top book in the world on success and apply it literally word to word to my life.

I discover that there's a secret to success, but the author only gives us half of the secret.

And so I mope around for three weeks and finally man up and decide to figure out the secret.

And so along this time, again, I'm 50 and I'm feeling the scarcity of time, but there's something more going on.

And so every day after work, I would go see her and I'd love on her and hold her hand.

And then it was everything I could do to keep from sort of breaking down in front of her.

and leave and I get in the cold, dark parking lot and just cry my eyes out like for 45 minutes every night.

And obviously I'm losing, I'm feeling the impending loss of my mom, but I knew there was something deeper going on because I'd never had this level of gut wrenching, emotional upheaval going on in my life.

ever and I had some things as I guess we all have like I lost my best friend at 40 and I found him well that was devastating but this was a whole new level to every night pry my eyes out for 45 minutes and what I realized ultimately was that I felt like I was letting my mom down with my life because my parents had given me everything.


And I see that all I got to show for this privilege life was I had an average life.
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