The AfterMeth: Gay Men Recovering from Crystal Methamphetamine and Chemsex Addiction
Sep 7, 2026 · 17 min · 10 segments
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Dallas BraggHost
And the men who have followed this prescription for their post-relapse video have seen a lot of success.

A lot of men won't do it because when you're in your sober state, to have to watch you eye sunken in, or bug-eyed, dark circles under your eyes, emaciated, the despair, the loss, you know, to watch that in a sober state, it is hard.

But what it does is it wakes you up out of the strongest force you're going to feel in chemsex recovery, and that's euphoric recall.

That middle brain, will take over, it wants to change its state, it wants that dopamine, it thinks you need it to survive, and the prefrontal shuts down and the midbrain takes over.

And the midbrain will tell you every lie possible, the midbrain knows you better than you know you, and it knows exactly what to say to you or have you think to convince you to use.

And this is not a malice thing, this is not an enemy, this is not a monkey on your back, It's not the enemy.

So you have to find ways to to wake up out of euphoric recall because it will put you asleep so quickly.

Like we can put in all the safeguards, right? We can block the access to the apps.

So hopefully that pause between you and wanting to use, you can wake up and you can turn this prefrontal cortex back on.

And the men who have followed this prescription for their post-relapse video have seen a lot of success.

A lot of men won't do it because when you're in your sober state, to have to watch you eye sunken in, or bug-eyed, dark circles under your eyes, emaciated, the despair, the loss, you know, to watch that in a sober state, it is hard.

But what it does is it wakes you up out of the strongest force you're going to feel in chemsex recovery, and that's euphoric recall.

That middle brain, will take over, it wants to change its state, it wants that dopamine, it thinks you need it to survive, and the prefrontal shuts down and the midbrain takes over.

And the midbrain will tell you every lie possible, the midbrain knows you better than you know you, and it knows exactly what to say to you or have you think to convince you to use.

And this is not a malice thing, this is not an enemy, this is not a monkey on your back, It's not the enemy.

So you have to find ways to to wake up out of euphoric recall because it will put you asleep so quickly.

Like we can put in all the safeguards, right? We can block the access to the apps.

So hopefully that pause between you and wanting to use, you can wake up and you can turn this prefrontal cortex back on.
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