Oct 9, 2026 · 2 hr 9 min · 12 segments
Sometimes what seems normal to us can be unrecognized trauma. These things show up for Brayden in his life and today he sees the connection between events and him wanting to change the way he feels…
I think that's a good place to start with questions.
I, I agree with you.
Um, w-
We're gonna ask four step questions.
Okay.
Uh, what was your biggest fear coming back from the relapse, and what is the biggest fear that you are currently dealing with today?
Besides the fear of getting killed by her dad.
[laughs]
Damn.
[laughs] Yeah.
The biggest fear of coming back was-
[laughs]
... was, um, like, is it, like, if I'm g- am I gonna stay? Because-
Ooh
... because, uh, of the cycle that I had created-
Yeah
... from, from that Christmastime, you know what I mean-
Who I surrender to
... uh, up until surrender of, like, I'm done.
Yeah.
You know?
But the fear of failure.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Failing myself and those around me.
I think that's a good place to start with questions.
I, I agree with you.
Um, w-
We're gonna ask four step questions.
Okay.
Uh, what was your biggest fear coming back from the relapse, and what is the biggest fear that you are currently dealing with today?
Besides the fear of getting killed by her dad.
[laughs]
Damn.
[laughs] Yeah.
The biggest fear of coming back was-
[laughs]
... was, um, like, is it, like, if I'm g- am I gonna stay? Because-
Ooh
... because, uh, of the cycle that I had created-
Yeah
... from, from that Christmastime, you know what I mean-
Who I surrender to
... uh, up until surrender of, like, I'm done.
Yeah.
You know?
But the fear of failure.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Failing myself and those around me.
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