Birthday Weekend Recap

So Beth and I had fun at that.

Then...

The next day, I kind of had a me day and I woke up and I was feeling so sick.

And I was like, how can this be again? At this point, it's chronic.

At this point, I've basically been on off sick since the beginning of July.

When I went to my trusting ENT, who told me I had a deviated septum.

she was like if you get any more colds like before the end of the year then you need to come back in because this is like there might be something wrong with your sinuses for real so I'm like great I am so sick and I'm about to go to Austin I'm literally have every medicine under the sun trying to knock it but I just I don't know I don't know I I know what you may be thinking like, well, Tinks, you're always on a plane.

You always are going to stuff.

And my honest question to you is like, if you had the opportunity to do a cool job or to get invited to go to something cool, would you say no? I genuinely don't know when this is going to end.

Like moment of vulnerability.

I have no idea when this is going to end.

I have no idea when it's going to dry up or whatever.

And I just feel like it would be so ungrateful of me to say no to things because who am I to say no to something cool, a cool opportunity that I have to take a flight for? Who am I to say that? Six years ago, I was out of work.

I had no direction.

I was lost.

I was scared.

And now I got the opportunity to do these cool things.

Who am I to say no to a cool opportunity? I just can't.

It's just not in my nature.

And I know that I preach rest and I know that I preach, you know, protecting yourself and taking care of yourself.

But you have to keep in mind, guys, like.

The way that I view this is that I've legit won the lottery and I don't want to be ungrateful for one second.

And I do burn the candle at both ends.

That's real.

I won't not go out with my friends because I like to show up for them.