47: Why You Attracted A Narcissist (Mini Series Part 1)

I will give a little bit of background story of me.

I was in a very emotionally abusive relationship for over a decade of my life.

I actually left this dynamic around over a decade ago.

Let me think.

Yeah, I would say about 10 years ago.

So I have done so much inner work on myself after I left this dynamic and it's really just... given me the most amazing insights to myself i've done so much self-development work and it's given me another perspective on this world and it's how i found my spirituality it is just Being the most amazing thing and growth moments, huge growth moments have come from me leaving this dynamic.

But there's always a cause and effect.

So the growth moment actually came from me being in the dynamic.

I had to experience that to leave it, to do the inner work on myself.

So just to put that out there.

So I'm going to talk about a couple of experiences that I had so you can really understand.

Like be like, okay, this girl, she's been through it.

She knows what I'm on about.

So I was in this very emotionally abusive relationship for about 11 years of my life.

I was an energy match for everything that I experienced.

And I still am an energy match for everything that I'm experiencing now.

Fortunately, I've done so much inner work on myself that I do not experience anymore.

this type of dynamic in my life at all i have not experienced it for so many years i actually can't remember what it's like to feel that uh excuse me moment like This is how I literally changed my life, which is what I'm going to talk about in later episodes as well.

I'm going to tell you how I did it, guys.

I'm going to tell you how I reprogrammed my brain so I don't attract this type of dynamic anymore.

But let's just go back.

So yes, I experienced so much emotional abuse, mental abuse, psychological abuse.

There was also a tiny bit of physical in there as well, really, really relating to how much I was beating myself up at that time.