Annalie Howling. Are your friends really supporting you?

**Are your friends really supporting you - or quietly holding you back?** In this episode of *Here Comes The Sun*, I’m joined by my friend Annalie Howling, author of *Unapologetic*, for a very honest conversation about female friendship, authenticity, growth and what happens when the people closest to us don't support the changes we make. Annalie is a certified high-performance coach, EMDR specialist, trauma-informed practitioner and Certified Organisational Relationship Systems Coach, working with individuals, couples, teams and organisations. Her book is about turning pain into power, letting go of shame and learning to choose yourself without apologising for who you are. She's also a fellow podcaster - *Happy After Podcast* offers stories about life after loss, betrayal and starting over. We talk about our own friendship and some of the challenges women face when friendships evolve - particularly in midlife, when so much can change. But as Annalie is younger than me, we also explore why these challenges aren't confined to any particular age. One question Annalie asks really stayed with me: Is it support… or is it surveillance? We talk about what happens when you change your career, relationship, lifestyle or simply become more yourself, and your friends aren't comfortable with it. How do you know when a friend is genuinely looking out for you and when they're trying to keep you where you're familiar to them? We also talk about being authentic, letting go of the need to be liked by everyone and why we shouldn't have friendships where we have to pretend to be someone we're not. Annalie shares some of her own powerful story, including experiences of abuse, estrangement from her parents, divorce, anxiety and self-harm, and how those experiences ultimately shaped the work she does today. We talk about why crying isn't something we should be ashamed of, how we can begin to repair ourselves, and how we can help each other to heal and rebuild. And, of course, we finish with a quick-fire round - because serious conversations need a few laughs too! If you've ever questioned a friendship, felt unsupported by someone close to you, or wondered whether you can truly be yourself around the people in your life, this conversation is for you. We're not broken. Sometimes we're simply becoming someone new. Follow Annalie @annaliehowling and @happyafterpod Follow me on Instagram for more science-backed tips, techniques and advice to help you live a happier and more fulfilled midlife: @elizabeth\_hammond\_msc Follow me on Instagram for more science-backed tips, techniques and advice to help you live a happier and more fulfilled midlife: @elizabeth\_hammond\_msc