My Abortion Wasn't the End of My Story, Jesus Redeemed My Darkest Decision

Yeah, that's so good.

I have a testimony similar to that on Jesus delivering me, you know, from something supernaturally as well.

And it's so crazy because it can only be him.

Yeah.

Like when you think about that, like there are people out there that, you know, I've never shared this before, but I used to really struggle with masturbation.

Mm-hmm.

because of what i went through like as a like as a young girl that the enemy always instead of marijuana or like a drug or something like that's how i would self-soothe yeah and when i started to get to know jesus and i invited him into that and i said lord i know that this doesn't please you yeah take it away from me like he supernaturally delivered me from that yeah Where he just completely took it away.

You know, the desire, like all of that.

So it's just like you were saying, like there are things that we think that we cannot be set free from.

And

we're right.

Alone, we can't.

Like alone, we can't be delivered from that drug addiction or whatever that looks like, that porn addiction, like anything.

you know i get crazy i talk about these things because we can't pretend they don't happen like i get messages all the time of girls that you would never imagine that are like i'm watching porn not guys women then we think it's men and we like pin it to them but girls are like i'm watching porn i don't know how to stop and they're serving at the church and they are and they are in like Groups where you would think, oh, like this is not happening.

And it's like it is it is happening.

And when that shame is lifted and we really invite him in, he's the only one that can heal these things, you know, whatever they look like.

For some people, it looks physical, like they're smoking something or they're consuming something.

For other people, you can't see the sin because it's done in private.

Nonetheless, it's still there and it's still sin and it still doesn't please God.

But yeah, the more that we seek him and we get to know him and invite him into that, he delivers us from that.

And like yielding to the whispers, right? Because we could always just justify things.

And I justified the weed for a very long time and no one would have.

You were a close friend of mine, so you knew what I was doing in private.

But most people never would have guessed I was a pothead.

Like I wasn't giving those vibes.

Yeah, that's so good.

I have a testimony similar to that on Jesus delivering me, you know, from something supernaturally as well.

And it's so crazy because it can only be him.

Yeah.

Like when you think about that, like there are people out there that, you know, I've never shared this before, but I used to really struggle with masturbation.

Mm-hmm.

because of what i went through like as a like as a young girl that the enemy always instead of marijuana or like a drug or something like that's how i would self-soothe yeah and when i started to get to know jesus and i invited him into that and i said lord i know that this doesn't please you yeah take it away from me like he supernaturally delivered me from that yeah Where he just completely took it away.

You know, the desire, like all of that.

So it's just like you were saying, like there are things that we think that we cannot be set free from.

And

we're right.

Alone, we can't.

Like alone, we can't be delivered from that drug addiction or whatever that looks like, that porn addiction, like anything.

you know i get crazy i talk about these things because we can't pretend they don't happen like i get messages all the time of girls that you would never imagine that are like i'm watching porn not guys women then we think it's men and we like pin it to them but girls are like i'm watching porn i don't know how to stop and they're serving at the church and they are and they are in like Groups where you would think, oh, like this is not happening.

And it's like it is it is happening.

And when that shame is lifted and we really invite him in, he's the only one that can heal these things, you know, whatever they look like.

For some people, it looks physical, like they're smoking something or they're consuming something.

For other people, you can't see the sin because it's done in private.

Nonetheless, it's still there and it's still sin and it still doesn't please God.

But yeah, the more that we seek him and we get to know him and invite him into that, he delivers us from that.

And like yielding to the whispers, right? Because we could always just justify things.

And I justified the weed for a very long time and no one would have.

You were a close friend of mine, so you knew what I was doing in private.

But most people never would have guessed I was a pothead.

Like I wasn't giving those vibes.