Aug 31, 2026 · 41 min · 10 segments
Happy fucking Monday, bitches — **we’re BACK.** And after taking a few months away from the podcast, it only felt right to come back with a life update and a minor 30-year-old identity crisis. I…
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I know I talked about this a little bit in the burnout episode, but it's been five months.
mentally.
Tings.

Like life has actually been good and has anything, nothing has actually changed in my day to day life.

Nothing has actually changed other than my perception of how I'm seeing my life and where it is going or the lack thereof.

A big piece of this was I had a career for the last 10 years that I thought was going to be my career, but an elevated version of that.

Through that, I've been able to build this life that I have, and that was the goal.

That was always the goal, is to be able to... live in a home provide a place a neighborhood my son can grow up in and have friends in the neighborhood and also be able to do it myself to travel to go on vacations to explore because i didn't get to do any of those things in my early 20s and not really even as a kid um and i wanted to be able to provide all of those things and lashing got me through that i thought i was going to be a lash artist Not forever, but for a while.

And then therefore I would kind of make my exit and still be able to just figure out what the next thing is.

I have over the last couple of years just felt like I've lost this passion of mine with this career that I've had.

I know I talked about this a little bit in the burnout episode, but it's been five months.
mentally.
Tings.

Like life has actually been good and has anything, nothing has actually changed in my day to day life.

Nothing has actually changed other than my perception of how I'm seeing my life and where it is going or the lack thereof.

A big piece of this was I had a career for the last 10 years that I thought was going to be my career, but an elevated version of that.

Through that, I've been able to build this life that I have, and that was the goal.

That was always the goal, is to be able to... live in a home provide a place a neighborhood my son can grow up in and have friends in the neighborhood and also be able to do it myself to travel to go on vacations to explore because i didn't get to do any of those things in my early 20s and not really even as a kid um and i wanted to be able to provide all of those things and lashing got me through that i thought i was going to be a lash artist Not forever, but for a while.

And then therefore I would kind of make my exit and still be able to just figure out what the next thing is.

I have over the last couple of years just felt like I've lost this passion of mine with this career that I've had.
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