S3:E32 - You can grieve while you grow, but you can't go back

Because when you start to follow God and you're taking territory and all of the things, the enemy is going to come at you in any way possible to stop you.

And there's been a handful of you that have messaged me and been like, oh my gosh, like your podcast won't load for me or like it's stopping and I have to go back.

And they're like, yep, I see that.

Like the enemy doesn't want me to be able to listen to your podcast episode.

And you guys, that's not crazy.

That's actually true.

There's been so many little things popping up in my life, in my business, on my socials that are just trying to like in my family that are just trying to distract me or stop me from what I'm doing here.

And I can feel right now that I'm at the cusp of something.

Like I can feel it spiritually that I'm like, okay, God is calling me to something.

I'm in it.

I'm in the action.

I'm in the work.

And I can feel the tension of like, oh, I'm about to go to this next place.

Like I feel that heavy and I can feel the enemy throwing a fit.

And in the world, like we teach on this, like as a business coach, I learned this in the NLP courses that I did too, where like right before you hit a breakthrough, there is this part that makes you want to quit.

And now following God and all of the things, I know how spiritual that is.

It's warfare that's trying to get you to stop, right? So that you don't grow forward.

And so if you're experiencing that right now where you're like, this podcast isn't loading for me yet, like just stop for a second and be like, I rebuke that in the name of Jesus.

Like that's done.

No, no weapon formed against me shall prosper.

Like that's not happening.

But there's this process of like overwhelm that's come up and like some of the grief that's coming up for me.

Like I can just feel the enemy whispering to me like this is too much for you.

Just stop.

You can't deal with this.