Mm-hmm.

Um, but I, I just need some more support essentially.

Um, but I th- well, the thing that I thought was really interesting about it as far as 12th house stuff goes is that it's like so classic of me to... [laughs] Basically it's like I kept thinking of that, um, gas, brake at the same time thing that you guys have talked about a lot when it comes to this conjunction, where it's like, um, I have to work really hard because I have to have this job.

Like my visa in Germany is caught up in it.

Mm.

And, um, that's kind of my thinking about it, is like I have to work really hard, I have to prove myself, I have to be the best.

Like, this is kind of my, how I act about things like this, when in reality it's not that serious of a job, and I've been really like pushing myself really too hard.

Um, and so I think the prognosis internally is more like cal- like, you know, take, get the support you need.

Whitney, introduce yourself, girl.

I'm Whitney and I am the sister, [laughs] the big sister.

Um, but let's see, so I'm a CSM.

I work for a company based out in California.

I'm in Atlanta.

Um, and I love the company, love the people I work with, great team.

I love what we're doing.

Whitney.

Can you do that?

Ah, yeah.

So, um, Bain put me through a leadership development training program in Rome.

And one of the big things with that is learning how to present and give presentations like an executive.

Which, if you guys remember my time here, I was a scared little intern (laughs) afraid to talk to people and didn't want to be on the radio.

All 'cause of Hawk, key to life.

What is it?

No, why, why Columbia? What was so cool about it?

Yeah.

And then the night of the dance, I don't remember a lot except I was [laughs] really stressed 'cause I was planning it.

But the night of the dance itself?

I'm gonna be honest, I don't really remember the night, like, at all.

Like, not even...

I remember, like, getting everything, like, set up, trying to make-