But at the end just saying, "I'm so hurt." I think going back to what we've been talking about today, I, I think we don't like sometimes the amount of time it's gonna take to sort through just probably even the different parts of that anger.

Yeah, so for me, boy, I have...

Man, my mind is just going several different places.

But I think about a situation like this where it feels like this existential affair, uh, caused by this cancer.

And I don't know we know this much about this family, right? But I've s- I've seen more people have a one-night stand or a short-term affair after the, the death of a parent or something like that.

So I can imagine maybe that that's what's going on.

But to go to her anger, um, and I'm trying to...

Can you talk about what that is? And also clarify that we're not saying no bad behavior.