to go deep with you.

Okay.

Um, You start, so that sent me like down this path where I was like, whoa, dude, like there's definitely more, like you don't just fucking die and it's over.

Like it, I had this realization like, holy shit, maybe there is a God, maybe there isn't a God, maybe it's just energy, but I don't know, but there's definitely good and evil.

And like we absorb into something, like after death like that to me was proof and it sent me down this path and uh i i found christianity through it but i'd always kind of dabbled in psychedelics a little bit like i've done five here a bunch of times like i've done psilocybin i've done a bunch of and like you start to You start to, this sounds fucking crazy, man, but you start finding answers to shit in the middle of these experiences.

And so what I've noted, what I, like you're opening yourself up to a new realm and that realm may be a forbidden realm that we're not supposed to be accessing.

like you get like a veil lifted off.

And, uh, it, you know,

At one point, your apartment was bugged by the police.

Yeah.

Yeah.

I, uh, I had come home, and I was probably...

I did, I did a lot of, a lot of drugs down there, a lot of cocaine.

And I don't know, I was on a three, four, maybe a five-day bender.

And there was this bridge down there that was called, in, in this area called Barrio Antioquia.

Mm-hmm

I think it's amazing.

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It's the Butch and Sundance Show.

Began 5MEO experience.

Didn't go great.

Found hell.

Hell.

Hell.

I felt what hell was... gonna be like and i never ever want to feel that again ever so you know successful experience i guess i never ever want to do it again

Some of them.

Yeah.

But, um, so all these things happen, and then, and, and we go to, um...

We're in Sedona, and I'm just-- I have a breakdown on the plane.

I don't really break down, uh, other than lately.

And [clears throat] my wife's like, "What the hell is going on with you?" And I started telling her and, and then, um, the last day, um, I, I was like, "All right.

I'm just gonna come off my phone for the week, and maybe I'll feel better." And I, I felt a little bit better, and then I got on my phone, and I saw this country music star that I had a lot of respect for at the time, and, uh, she's going on about how drag queens should be able to like shake their ass in front of toddlers.

And I was like, "Oh, man, she..." A couple weeks later, she gets a big show.

You're the crazy one.

all right she's referring to jack whiteside parsons co-founded the institute that became jpl jet propulsion lab in 1936 okay nasa named a building after this guy he was also simultaneously the head of the agape lodge of the oto crowley's organization in pasadena california in 1946 parsons performed what he called the babylon working it was a multi-week sex ritual designed to summon a supernatural entity

you know who his partner was in that little sex ritual No. L. Ron Hubbard.

Yep.

That's the guy who founded Scientology.

Jack Parsons and the founder of Scientology performed a summoning, summoning ritual together.

There are rovers on Mars because of these guys.

There's a crater on the moon named friggin' Parsons.

All right, what fits the documented pattern? Yeah, Gary Webb, the journalist who broke the three-letter agency contra drug trafficking story, was found with two gunshot wounds to the noggin in 2004, and that was ruled a suicide.

And so perhaps that's maybe why some of the people who were quote-unquote witnesses were pressing that, oh yeah, he probably did that for sure.

Look, just like you have lazy pieces of shit in corporate America, you got lazy pieces of shit in the SEAL teams too.

And especially...

Not all of them, but it came with the next generation.

It came with the gaming generation.

That's, I think, where it started.

You got guys that would rather sit on their fucking ass and play Call of Duty and play these video games rather than go out and do the real thing.

You were talking about how everything is line of sight and they can suck up the data.

Scoop up people.

I mean, I just I've been covering human trafficking this year.

Right.

And.

You know, a lot of the human trafficking comes from third world countries in distress.

You're in a third world area.

Yep.

i would say probably 20 feet okay yeah good distance and the platform rose up but i would say like the platform was up about several feet right probably maybe five six feet because it was you know from the distance probably about

Can you just r- give us a refresher on what that said?

Yeah, so little rusty on it, but, um, in the manifesto, he b- he had basically sent this guy, Sam Shumate, who was an Army intel guy, um, a manifesto and said that he wanted to come on the Sean Ryan Show podcast to talk about all these things.

And then he goes into this was right about the time that the New Jersey drone situation was going on that nobody, you know, could tell us what that was.

And, uh, he, he had mentioned that we have some type of antigravitic propulsion systems, uh, that had been... that had not been declassified and that China has something similar and this would, this would cause World War III.

And then there's another paragraph that talks about, (clears throat) uh, there was a, a major offensive in Afghanistan several years ago where they, they basically wiped out a heroin plant and, uh, used a lot of air power to do it.

It sounds like a J- It was a JTAC and a small team of, uh, special ops, and they had bombed all of these different little facilities.

Going on, it killed, probably killed a lot of innocent people, and that's actually... 'cause, 'cause when we looked into it, I was like, "Ah, I don't know, this antigravitic shit, this kinda weird." You know, I mean, there's a lot of chatter about it on the internet, like we had talked about last night, but I...

Same difference.

Yeah.

But, but knows, I mean, knows that book from front to back.

Um, uh, my IT guy, Adam, uh, devout Catholic, knows it all.

Everything.

Elijah, my production manager, he's the Southern Baptist guy.

And they kind of started pouring into me.

And, and a lot of my buddies that were in the SEAL teams, uh...

... which was dark?