Yeah.

We love her so much.

And then I think it was a year or two after that, I must've been 22, 23, I reach out to Sam Levinson 'cause I saw Another Happy Day.

It reminded me of my family.

I wrote this long letter.

He says that he's doing this movie in New Orleans right now, and I, like, convince a New Orleans agent.

I lie to them and say I live in New Orleans.

Stupid

So tell us about this campaign.

Um, yeah.

I'm, I'm here with Gilead, you, you know, spreading the message out there for...

We, we've made so many advances in the scientific, uh, world with HIV and protection, and now I'm getting the word out more and, and, you know, telling people to get tested and get on PrEP if they're not already.

Um, if you're not informed, we have a website.

Yeah.

Yeah.

I, um, yeah, I just feel that was such a crazy moment in time, and, and I feel so lucky to be working so much, especially with the industry kind of being, being rough for everyone right now.

upMate, have you ever discussed with Mike White about your White Lotus character returning to work in a different hotel in another season like Belinda did?

You know, I would love to do something like that.

And I feel like 'cause Mike White loves Survivor and Amazing Race and like there's like, there's an opportunity for an all-star season.

[laughs]

Uh, it's a, it's a, it's a modern take on, uh, on You've Got Mail, and, uh, Zoey Deutch is incredible.

Nick Offerman, Nick Robinson, myself are amazing.

You're gonna love it.

You have to organize the thoughts in your

head.

And you can't edit it as you go.

That's the trick too.

You just have to go with whatever comes out.

Does it have to make sense? No, it doesn't have to make sense at all.

It doesn't have to make sense at all.

Is that is that a bunch of days on set for you? Is that a small part for you?

Mm-hmm.

... and being manic and, like, you know, I was on the wrong dosage of things, and not getting the right help that I needed, and doing things that exasperated these symptoms.

And so for me, I think it's, like, it's such an interesting personality disorder because it is all rooted in trauma.

And it's, like, there's not, like, a perfect fit.

It's bespoke to each person, like medication and therapy style.

So I finally, after years of, uh, blowing up my life, finally found the right thing that works for me.

And, and I still have my moments, and I'm still, like, gonna sometimes have these intense relationships that I have to check myself on, and, like, remind myself to take my time, and, and have my friends kind of be guidelines to me, and be like, "Hey, you're moving too quick, man," and, and listen to them this time.

Like, what do you, how do you find that conflict?