I just still can't wrap my head around that.

This copacetic, Zen person who had all this advice murdered someone?

Jordan struggled to make sense of his memories of Eugene, given what he knows now.

It's just a little scary, knowing that the person who pet our cat, and the person that, you know, is just standing here in this photo with me, extinguished the life of another human being.

I'm looking at him now through a different lens of what I know, and the person that back then wouldn't have thought twice about being in, in that picture with him, right? It's like, "Oh, it's Eugene." Um, and now I'm just wondering what's going on behind those eyes.