Yeah, yeah.

The rewards of working and doing that are very tangible.

You get paid.

You see...

You get praise.

You get...

You see the results on a, on a budget, on a sales sheet.

They go with you.

Go on

onMm.

Yeah, so I like obviously still continued to feel concerned about it, and quite, um, grieved as I would pray about it and things like that.

So I decided to make a fake person on Facebook, and I made their first name Sarah.

I made their birthday the 10th of June, and I took a photo of a couple of sheep next door and I made that the profile picture.

And, um, sent out some friend requests to try and make it look legit enough.

And, um, and that was it.

On the cameras again

Yeah, I think she had us a week later, so yeah.

I'm not really sure on that.

I just know they had, like, Life Flight on there because they're like...

Because obviously I needed to go to a children's hospital at that point, so they had Life Flight and they had like 20 doctors in the room with my mom, and I came out crying and they were like, "She's healthy as can be."

... very much so.

I was gonna say that same thing.

Like I'm very, I do not like being by myself.

I've been better now that the job my husband works, he switched to nights, so I'm like, I have to be.

So now when that, when he disappeared and you needed to now get it yourself, like, did you, did you make that happen with two guys or another girl? Like, 'cause I know you said you haven't been with a couple, so how do you make a threesome happen or what kind of threesome did you have?

Yeah.

So I've had a couple threesomes now.

Primarily I've done it with two guys, but I just recently had one with a guy and a woman.

But the first threesome I had, I had found a guy, we, you know, were hooking up a few times, and he was like, "My birthday's coming up.

Like, we should try to set up that threesome." And he was like, "Do you want to find the person?" 'Cause at the time I was still very, like, intimidated and I was like, I wanna know that they're not like a weirdo.

Like, I wanna be able to speak to them and see how they behave and talk and such.

Like what do you, what is, what is like top of the mountain for you?

This bitch can draw like a motherfucker, dude.

dude.In, uh, college I was in a theatrical makeup class, and my teacher literally wa- like pulled me to the side and was like, "You need to get out of here," like, "You got a talent." So I dropped out of college-

Yeah

... and I went to a makeup school in Nashville.

And then I wanted to do celebrity makeup, and I got my first celebrity the first year I was in Nashville.

I worked at MAC and that helped me a lot, which nowadays it probably won't.

... on top of everything else.

On top of everything else, I had a little pub- a little mini magazine, yeah.

So it was the community that I was falling in love with, you know, and I really wanted to nurture that.

So I actually added Thready Set Go, which is the online community, as sort of an extra, a value add to the boxes originally.

So you could either, if you subscribed to the boxes, you had free access to everything on the Thready Set Go, or you could subscribe just to Thready Set Go on its own.

So sort of built that up, and then when we decided to close the subscription box, I was like, "Well, I can keep Thready Set Go, and I can nurture that, and I can grow that, and fingers crossed I can make that my full-time business." And so yeah, it's lovely.

We've got a forum which is free to join.

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