Oh,

yeah.

Just like that.

And realizing at the time, like when I said, man, I just told somebody their kid was dead.

Right.

And He, being the lineman he was, he never left the state of Texas.

He took it with a grain of salt.

And I thought, what in the world? Because I thought I was way better than that already, you know? But that kind of misery when you want out and you can't get out because you'll only cause more of the hurt that put you there in the first place is a misery that it's hard to explain to people.