Yeah.

That I can live with.

But I, I think one of w- one of the m- big things for me that has, has motivated me to try to e- enter this new phase is fear of complacency and fear of becoming too comfortable.

And I don't know.

I mean, ask any person in the, in, in any kind of art form, there's always a tension between, uh, uh, stability and unpredictability, you know? Part, part of what kind of drives us is that kind of sense of adventure, of the sense of the unknown, of what is next, that whole, let's create something new.

Let's, let's allow ourselves to fail, you know, rather than, okay, this is a secure path.

Let's stick to it because it is stable and because it is secure.

Yeah.

But Adrian, we start with you first.

I think this particular musical is a very appropriate way for Pangronium to take our final bow because I think it just comes back to the very basics of humanity.

It is a show that is based on true events about a very, very dark time in our history.

And we're opening... as it happens, opening exactly 25 years since it happened on the 11th of September, where this really horrific and dark event was lit up by this one tiny unknown town in canada that was a beacon of hope and of compassion and of love and they literally they opened their hearts and they opened their homes and took care of these stranded um they call them come from a ways these people who could not get home to their homes in the US and looked after them and I think this is what I think Pandemonium as a company has always tried to embrace that at the very at the end of the day you know we're all human beings we're all just trying to make sense of this crazy crazy world and I think this is something for us to learn and to take away from this production that at the end of the day, we only have each other.

And hopefully that is something that will remain with people who come and see this musical.

Adrienne, your response to all of that and how you're feeling right now?

Well, honestly, I've been trying my very best to be as unsentimental about it as possible.

Tracy and I have been having long debates into the night about this for a little while now.