I Had the "Suicide Disease": How I Healed Trigeminal Neuralgia and Narcissistic Abuse

So my jaw was not opening in a straight line like a jaw is supposed to.

It was like a zig-zag pattern.

I was told I had to go to physiotherapy and figure it out that way, so I did.

Long story short, I spent thousands of dollars on physiotherapy, the chiropractor, mouth guards, TMJ specialists, the whole shebang.

I even did this nonsense treatment, which I'm calling nonsense now because I know better, which we're gonna talk about shortly in this video on how I cured myself and all that.

But it was pretty much like I had to have an ALF appliance.

It was like this thing on the top, on the roof of my mouth that was, like, expanding my jaw to make room for my lower jaw, and I was told that because of my jaw, that's why my neck was all messed up.

I also ended up getting carpal tunnel in 2017, so two years after the initial jaw situation.

So I was being led to believe that because of my jaw, I was having all of these other issues in my body.

And so with this ALF appliance thing in 2018, it was awful.

I was 30 at the time, so I'm aging myself here.

But I'm 30 years old.

I have braces for the second time in my life.

Like, my teeth were perfect before 'cause I had already gone through this whole song and dance with braces and orthodontics and all of that.

Shortly into that treatment, I got shingles in my mouth.

So you can imagine just what a nightmare this whole situation was.

I'm already in excruciating pain.

I'm getting migraines on the daily.

I have this thing in my mouth that is realigning my jaw, and it's not even guaranteed that I'm not gonna get migraines anymore.

And now I have shingles in my mouth.

Shingles, the thing that senior citizens get.

Side note, this would be the second time in my life that I got shingles.

The first time I was 23 years old, I got it on my lower back.

It was horrifying.

It is the worst pain ever.