Sep 24, 2026 · 1 hr 2 min · 12 segments
Motherhood can change how you see your family, your dreams and even yourself.In this Heritage Day special, we sit down with LootLove, mother of twins, broadcaster and media personality, for an honest…
Nandi MadidaHost
And so, like you're saying, you know, in the public eye, so many people, millions of people watching you.

You know, it's live TV, you know, a girl from PE now in Johannesburg, you know.

What were some of the challenges you found that really, you know, got to you in some way or just, which is really different? You know what
it is.
And a lot
I think because I already had my time in Joburg.
So I was, you know, moving between PA and Joburg when I was younger.
So it wasn't so jarring.
It wasn't too much of a change.
The funny thing about it though is I think I was just too scared of a lot of things.
I wish I didn't have as much fear as I did.
I was just so scared of everything.
I don't know.
I just didn't want to find myself in situations and...
But I think it can also limit how much more you can experience from the city.
You know, I just had a lot in my head.
And I think it also had to do with how much I was getting critiqued or getting told about you know, about who I am, how I move.
Because, you know, when you're on social media, you get direct feedback immediately and you may not think it affects you, but then you start moving with a lot of caution because you don't want to misstep.

And so, like you're saying, you know, in the public eye, so many people, millions of people watching you.

You know, it's live TV, you know, a girl from PE now in Johannesburg, you know.

What were some of the challenges you found that really, you know, got to you in some way or just, which is really different? You know what
it is.
And a lot
I think because I already had my time in Joburg.
So I was, you know, moving between PA and Joburg when I was younger.
So it wasn't so jarring.
It wasn't too much of a change.
The funny thing about it though is I think I was just too scared of a lot of things.
I wish I didn't have as much fear as I did.
I was just so scared of everything.
I don't know.
I just didn't want to find myself in situations and...
But I think it can also limit how much more you can experience from the city.
You know, I just had a lot in my head.
And I think it also had to do with how much I was getting critiqued or getting told about you know, about who I am, how I move.
Because, you know, when you're on social media, you get direct feedback immediately and you may not think it affects you, but then you start moving with a lot of caution because you don't want to misstep.
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